i found this under my desk from when i fell asleep on the floor:

if we never talk again
i know i will pretend
not to miss you

for now i will force my hands
not to write a letter(s)
shut you out
shut you in
can we start again?
we could make it better

it's been forever since i posted anything worthwhile.
things on my mind lately:
asics shoes. (totally dreamy black and white)
getting things in order. (dull.)
finally being done with spring quarter!!!!!!!!!

summer is here. i hate it. i really do. i hate the heat and the clothes. i've been lazy in jeans and t-shirts. i've been doing nothing with my hair. it's boring and i suspect it's given up. super short? super mullet? super anything really. itching for something new. i don't know why i get like this. i really do need a vacation stat.