peachy.

i think i'm going through withdrawls, but i'm not certain if they are only mental or physical.
the past few weeks, i can envision the fruits of my labor; however the process is proving to be more difficult this time.
i make myself sound like a drug addict. my problem is not considered severe, yet in my mind this will affect every aspect of my life. i will look better....i will feel better....i will have more confidence (do i really need anymore!?)... i will finally be appealing.
i do sound incredibly superficial...i know this. i want to feel like a painting.