in a heartbeat

i've been neglecting this poor place.
a week! that's unacceptable.
i'm sorry blog. apologies.

today is the first day of fall, but it does not feel like it.
part of me was wishing i would see crunchy leaves and warm coats; however my dreams were crushed.
still hot. still sunny.
i should be emailing my women's culture instructor. I CAN'T BE BOTHERED with that when i'm trying to summon fall to come home to me.