Sunday, December 27, 2009

duhduhduh personal note: skip

just finished suzy, led zeppelin, and me. i found myself relating to the main "character" as the book progressed. i've never connected to a character quite like martin. is it silly that i connect with an adolescent boy character? does it confirm that i'm just dog-paddling to stay afloat? you've only lost if you've given up. correct?

it's a strange time. i feel like i'm an extra in the film of my life. the audience clearly decided to focus their attention elsewhere.
bored with everything, happy with nothing. could this be the post holiday blues?

Thursday, December 24, 2009


it's almost the end of the year, and you know what that means!

new years resolutions:

to fit into cute clothes. srsly. i've been slacking and as a result i've turned into a balloon. it's not good. drastic measures must be taken.

say bye bye to lame friends. love me or hate me.

make more genuine friends.

travel. oh i think you know where.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

i've been absent, but not for much longer!

you can check me out here:


happy holidays. i will return very soon. oh yes!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009


i'm having a small dilemma. a friend of mine is getting married in 24 days, and she wants me to be the maid of honor. i have my choice of buying a black or a red dress.
(gonna go with black) the problem is i don't want to spend a lot of money on this dress because who knows when i'll wear it again.
i was thinking a party dress would be perfect, but i don't know if she will be that accepting. i don't want to buy anything boring, and i know i won't be this HUGE forever. (that's another blog post for another day)

fun, conversative, and semi-cheap? i'm ready for the challenge.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

cute and i want:

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

obsession: dec 8

Friday, December 4, 2009

rodarte for target.

i love this. i want this. i had dreams of this. (for reals)

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

saturday night choice.